The Biopsy
results from this MRI will be back tomorrow (Wed) in time for our meeting with
the surgeon. We are gonna find out my surgery date and how the entire battle
plan for the surgery has maybe been changed because of these latest
findings.....Time will tell for sure!! As long as I am done with magnets for a
while...I'm good!!! Now I know there are "technically" no side effects from an MRI....BUT...4 days after
this last marathon length one....I am still feeling foggy/dizzy/tired...just
kinda off. I don't know whether it has anything to do with have 2 MRIs done
within 2 weeks...but I'm sure thinkin it does!!!
I was really affected
by crazy dizziness every time they pulled me in and out of the machine. They
told me that it had "extremely strong magnets" and I wasn't the only
one who had commented on that. You think about the effects from those little
magnet bracelets are supposed to have on your body.....you can imagine how I
felt after 2 hours in the monster ring of them.
I've got
headaches and get motion sick for watching TV for more than a few minutes
(heaven forbid if it is fast action or a hand-held camera shot)...and books are
taking way too much concentration to focus on. I have had some struggles to get
sentences out in the right order...(to the amusement of me and those I am
trying to talk to)....and boy am I tired...seriously...I am napping every time
I sit down.... what the heck's with that. Now combine that with VERY unhappy darkly
bruised and swollen boob and that about sums up my last few days....are we
having fun yet??!?!?!!?. I joke that this really sucks...but actually it's just
a minor inconvenience and I know is nothing compared to what is in store for
me. .
The bigger
challenge was that I had to come face to face with the "VoR had to do everything guilt".....I know what you're
thinking ...but this is a struggle for me. I want to be clear so there is no
confusion.... that I
KNOW and UNDERSTAND
without a speck of doubt that I am truly
thankful every day for him and his love & support. I am
humbled by his willingness to do whatever is best for me... including never
giving it a thought when he has to pick up the slack around here humbles me. I am beyond blessed to have him for my
eternal companion!!!
He is my very own SUPER HERO!!!