I am really feeling bad...like a SLUG kinda....I have been sooooo busy this week trying to get all the things done I NEED to before Wednesday morning (drs, tests, etc).....(not to mentions all the little things I WANT to get done)....that I find myself suddenly at the end of the week and I haven't had any time really to do what I LOVE....this!!!!  Sadly...this isn't much of an entry, as today is the "final get the house ready" push so I have things set up the way I want  for when I am feeling lousy (yes....it would drive me crazy).  It all goes back to having all my bases covered and getting my duck in a row.....no apologies....it's just who I am.

    One of the biggest bummers for me...(okay so there are more then a few when you stop to think about it....luck for me I can keep myself ...with lots of help from above from doing that) is that my already limited ability to eat the few things I TRULY love to may be altered significantly by a change in my buds due to the chemo chemicals.  SOOOOOOO.....tonight VoR is taking me for ALL-YOU-CAN-EAT......wait for it.....CRAB!!!!!!  Words can't even begin to describe the level of my excitement!!!!!  I told him a couple of nights ago I was going to spend til Wed eating everything I love since they limit what you eat because they want to protect your mouth from any mishaps (heat, cold, sharp, spicy, acidic...all the fun stuff).  I see my future being filled with warm plain pasta noodles and white rice...sigh!! Good thing I really don't mind that at all.

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